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kiss this,
the first time i ever felt so disgusted while listening to the radio: today.
and that was when i was listening to a programme called group therapy, and listeners can call in to help/give advice to this girl who has this problem: she was two timing two guys who were friends, and doesn't know what to do.
i want to laugh/cry/bang my head at:
1 why are we helping her? she fkin' TWO-TIMED O_o
2 how silly to two-time two friends. DUH are they idiots? they'd know sooner or later, and you'll just be in deep shit
3 on the radio?!?! shoot me, some thick skin you've got. i'd be embarrassed.
okay, then a few people called in to give some suggestions and advices, and one of them (which caused me so much grief and suppression that made me write this out for goodness sake) was to:
choose one, choose the one who makes you happier and come clean with both.
DHDFTHDTHDTHFGHFGHDF WHAT IN MOZAFACKING WORLD IS THIS?!
the one who makes you happier doesn't neccessary is the one, dude. like tell me, how fair is it if you'd happen to be not the one that's making the choice, not the one that was being chosen, but the one that (sadly,) didn't make her happy enough. isn't it so unfair. (come on yell it to me, 'since when was life fair anyway') oh yeah, did i mention that love is such a selfish thing, like you just choose the one that you're happy with, and happily dump the other aside oh whoopie. just use your brains, CHOOSE THE ONE THAT MAKES YOU HAPPIER? you so didn't think of the other person eh. like HELLOOOO, YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE ANY OF THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE.
and i don't even want to get started about talking about the suggestion 'breaking up with both and come clean'. it shouldn't even get started, what a player. 'oh i was confused about my feelings' and all that BULLSHIT.
for goodness sake, go clean your mind, lock your heart, and wear a signboard on your forehead that says 'TAKEN' if you wanna fking two-time people.
?!?!?!?!
HELL YEH. (so fckoff, player. TEEHEE! :D)
i'm so not in the mood for school this week, all i wanna do is act like i'm sick and lock myself at home. i can't explain why, but school's getting on my nerves so much that i'm getting mad (as in angry). it's frustrating, and annoying the piss out of me. yeah and plus all that crap shit of physics and maths that makes it a whole lot worse thank you. i really need a break, LIKE A JOB OR SOMETHING.
or just staying home taking up the big responsibility of TEH COUCH POTATO. ahhh, my favourite (:
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the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode
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Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good.
With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings.
Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality.
Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life.
Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.
Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.
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♥REITA,
just because.
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